Jot It Down

2011-11-27T23:14:00.007+08:00

Aku bermimpi. Suatu mimpi yang teramat indah. Suatu perasaan yang telah lama aku rindukan. Dakapan yang erat dan hangat itu seolah membangkitkan hidupku semula dari terus tenggelam dalam arus kesedihan. Tangan yang menggenggam jari jemari ini memberikan aku satu harapan untuk menepis segala kedukaan yang mengbungkam jiwa.

Tenangnya dan bahagianya aku disitu bersamamu. Ya Allah, seadainya kebahagiaan yang ku cari tidak akan wujud pada bumi yang nyata, aku tidak berkecil hati. Namun, aku mohon padamu untuk kurniakan ku rasa bahagia itu sekali lagi meskipun aku harus merasakannya hanya di dalam mimpiku sendiri. Itu sudah cukup memadai buatku.

"Ya Allah.

Seandainya telah kau catatkan dia bukanlah milikku, bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku. Luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku. Peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan. Berilah aku kekuatan melontar bayangnya jauh ke dada langit agar aku mampu bahagia walaupun tanpa bersamanya.

Gantikanlah yang telah hilang, ya Allah. Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah. Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya.."

2011-04-22T19:22:00.003+08:00

Seandainya kau tahu. Melukaimu tiada bezanya seperti aku menyakiti hatiku sendiri. Memang aku cukup terluka dengan segalanya termasuk cara dan tingkah lakuku terhadap dirimu.

Ke mana saja aku pergi, apa saja yang aku lakukan.. semuanya mengingatkan aku tentang kamu. Hingga hari ini, aku masih belajar untuk melawan kesepian ini.

Berilah aku ruang untuk menjalani hidupku sendirian. Semoga dirimu dikurniakan kebahagiaan yang kau inginkan. Tapi jgnlah berharap kebahagiaan itu bersamaku kerana aku tak mampu untuk memberikan kebahagiaan itu padamu seperti dahulu.

Maafkan aku.

2011-03-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

PadaMu ku pohon, untuk beri perlindungan padanya. Jauhilah dirinya dari segala bahaya.

Semalaman .. aku dalam kegelisahan. Suara hati aku seolah ingin menyampaikan sesuatu padaku. Mungkinkah sesuatu yang buruk sedang berlaku? Di manakah perginya ketenangan itu?

2011-03-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

Seandainya peristiwa pahit itu tidak pernah berlaku, sudah tentu aku hidup bahagia di sampingmu skg. Seandainya kau bersikap jujur dan tidak curang padaku, sudah tentu aku mampu tersenyum dan tertawa lagi seperti dahulu.

Tapi dengan sekelip mata, hati dan perasaan ini telah diragut. Segala keindahan sudah tiada. Melihat mereka hidup bahagia, aku berfikir sejenak. Mampukah aku rasai kebahagiaan itu sekali lagi? Masihkah ada lagi sisa kebahagian itu buat aku? Layakkah aku untuk hidup bahagia seperti mereka?

Aku pasrah dengan hidup ini. Namun aku percaya inilah jalan yang telah Allah berikan untukku. Aku bersyukur padamu Tuhan atas ketabahan dan ketenangan yang kau berikan padaku. Aku mohon padamu agar engkau curahkan ketabahan dan ketenangan ini pada si dia untuk menjalani hidupnya...tanpaku.

2011-02-14T22:26:00.018+08:00

Pejamkan matamu
Namun jangan pernah lupakan
Kata -kata yang pernah ku ucapkan
Waktu berdua memadu asmara

Telah kita bersama
Membina mahligai impian
Namun biar aku berterus terang
Kerana cinta tiada rahsia

Maafkan diriku
Melukai hatimu
Maafkan diriku
Membuatmu terluka

Jangan pernah berfikir
Cintaku terhadapmu telah terpadam
Ku hanya ingin kebebasan untuk sementara

Janganlah pula membenci
Suatu hari ku pasti kembali
Andai dijodohkan bertemu lagi
Adakah aku dapat diterima
Duhai Kekasih
-A.S

Selama ini, aku hanya menyanyikan lagu ini sendirian dengan perasaan bangga kerana ini adalah ciptaan lagu yang pertama darinya. Kini, pabila aku menghayati lirik lagu tersebut barulah aku sedari akan maksudnya yang tersembunyi. Mungkin itulah yang ingin disampaikannya padaku selama ini .

Semuanya jelas sangat2. Melalui lagu ini, aku dapat merasakan dirinya. Luahan hatinya.
Mengapa dari dulu aku tak terfikir tentang ini?

Hari ini, disebalik segala kesedihan terselitlah sesuatu yang membuatku tersenyum. Biarpun begitu , aku tetap sedih kerana tidak dapat kongsi kegembiraan ini bersamanya. Tetapi masihkah dia peduli tentang aku ? Jadi, semuanya tetap tak bererti lagi.

Aku rindu. Sangat rinduu.

2011-02-14T13:36:00.005+08:00

Meniti hari demi hari seolah menunggu mati buatku.
Setiap pagi tatkala aku terjaga dari tidurku, aku sangka itu semua sekadar mimpi ngeri buat aku. Tapi ternyata tidak. Ianya adalah realiti sebenar. Realiti yang telah memakan diriku sendiri.

Aku ibarat sebuah jasad yang masih bergerak tetapi tidak bernyawa lagi.

FAJA MESTI KUAT.
FAJA TIDAK BOLEH MENANGIS.

I CAN DO THIS! GO GO GO!

2011-02-14T00:07:00.004+08:00

Setiap hari aku menanti dan terus menanti. Ternyata tiada khabar. Tiada berita darimu.
Aku buntu. Fikiran bercelaru. Hati tersiksa.

Ya Allah, aku tak sangka sekuat begini engkau mendugaiku. Namun aku bersyukur berkat kesabaran dan doa, Engkau telah melimpahkan hikmah yang besar pada diri ini. Meskipun telah lama aku tidak mendekatkan diriku padamu, hari ini aku telah menyaksikan sendiri kebesaranMu.

Aku telah temui segala hikmah di sebalik mimpi mimpiku. Segala persoalan terjawab sudah. Yang ku perlukan sekarang adalah petunjuk dariMU dan kekuatan untukku mengharungi dugaan ini.

2010-07-29T00:33:00.004+08:00

Sakit...Hati aku terlalu sakit..Dunia itu seolah menjadi gelap buat aku. .Sinar harapan yang aku damba hilang dengan sekelip mata..Hati aku remuk, hancur...Di manakah silapnya?

2010-01-10T20:50:00.015+08:00

It's my very first entry for 2010 and it's gonna be a longggggg outdated one. Few events that has happened namely :

a) Picnic with boify
b) 10 year friendship celebration with Bestie
c) The joy of turning 21st!
d) Karaoke cum birthday celebration with Yana, Faiz and Nizam

a) On the new year was the advanced birthday picnic with cowok ku. He planned it. I knew he was extremely exhausted due to his lack of sleep. Nevertheless, he managed to pull through and even surprised me with a cute birthday mousse cake and a mushy mushy letter. Aku sayang kau laaa.

b) 2nd Jan marked the 10 years of friendship with Yanti or a term that I called 'decade'sary. Yes, 10 years! It was supposed to be an all-dress-up outing to town but look at us below. Being the usual us, we decided to settle down at nearer location instead with our lazy-to-dress-up mood.

c) Next, was my birthday surprise. Believe me, it was my very first surprise ever. And it was way long ago that I last had a birthday party. Think the last was my 8th birthday? I would like to take this opportunity to thank Bestie for going all out to plan a birthday surprise for me, Ladyroses for taking their time out, my family for joining in as well and An Skodeng for skipping his lesson just to be in time for my party.

Well some people says that the best part of your life is turning 21. Cos' that's when you get THE key...key to freedom. I'm not too sure how true this is. But being twenty one is definitely a year I shall not forget, a day where I could celebrate the joy togther with my loved ones. I felt truely blessed to have such people around who have always been the listening ears and shoulders that I could cry on. Thank you guys..so much. I was very overwhelmed. With that, can I have another surprise for my 22nd? Hehe.

d) On the 9th Faja, Yana Nizam and Faiz went to Cash Studio to sing our lungs out. It was suppose to a birthday celebration for Faiz and me. And look, what they have got for me. Thanks guysss! Yana, so sweet of you to do up a collage for me and Faiz. After that all of us decided thay the night was still young and we spent the time at Changi Airport next.

To sum up, I had an entreme wonderful start for 2010!

2009-12-12T22:28:00.007+08:00

PIG-ING DAY?

Being at home on a Saturday is erm .. wierd? I simply can't stop indulging myself with the one and only FOOD. From chocolates to jelly beans to chapati to mee bakso to chips and many more. I've been 'pig-ing' since morning. That's very very very bad. Anyways, Fridays have been the Bestie Day and yesterday was our date at Terminal 3 Changi Airport. From MacD to Ya kun . I'm in love with Cheesy Toast. Another 'pigging' day I would say but not as bad as it is today.

Some pics for viewing.

I feel much 'lighter' after talking to Bestie. Thanks for enlighting me =)

2009-12-12T13:22:00.006+08:00

Dearest fellow readers (wonders if there's anyone who still bothers to read this blog),

I'm back once again after such a long time of MIA-ing. Will give a proper update soon, provided I have the time and lappy all to myself.

As for now, I'm missing so many people in my life. Lately, I've been thinking and thinking. A lot. On so many things. Looking back, I wish I was stronger and wiser. I know I can overcome this.And please, stop hurting me.

2009-09-13T01:48:00.006+08:00

Yuhooo, I'm back. Kinda lazy and busy to blog. All I wanna say now is that time really flies and in about a week's time all Muslims will be celebrating Aidilfitri. Usually when it comes to Raya, I'm like the most enthu person on earth. Planning and setting up financial budget for myself and the family. But now, for the first time ever I don't feel the vibe for raya. Coz I'm too old to get any green packets? Haha. Well, maybe. Other than that, another reason is when I know that there's a possibility that I wont be celebrating with the people i love....my friends. Each year, I'm definitely looking forward to raya gatherings with friends.Things have changed. Everyone has their own tight schedule and I cant deny that even if we were to meet up for gathering, I'm sure we'll have difficulty in setting up on a date.

Anyways, I'm glad that Roses managed to come together again for an iftar. Yes, the 5 of us. What's more when Shina able to turn up too. Double happiness! Girls, thank you soo much for turning up that day. I love you to bits and pieces ok. And now when is the bestie goona date me? I'm missing her hell lots!

Haiz, raya oh rayaaaa!

2009-08-02T00:55:00.005+08:00

Work has been fine for the first week. Alhamdulillah, not much of problem at work. Or maybe it's just the start that's why. The first day was like totally boring! The computer system had not been set up yet. Therefore, all I was left to do was to browse and read through some books. Same thing goes for the next few days. And I realised I face the same problem yet again each time I enter into a new working environment. But then again, it's ok cos I'm immuned to that already.

So on Mon (27th July) at 8.30am I arrived at the meeting room for briefing. I thought I was the only one who got employed but no there were like 4 more people BUT I was the only girl. For once, I felt that I got the girl power, man! Haha. So got some introducing-myself-sessions with the other collegues. Most of the time I kept staring at my own desk and even planned how and what should I decorate my desk with. Haha. Not forgetting, counting down to end of work each day and worst still.. snacking like nobody's business whenever I feel bored. I've stored a lot of food in my drawers you see and have to start replenishing them soon.

On a happy happier and HAPPIEST note, I'll be performing for a NDP event at Ngee Ann Sec this Friday! With none other than the girls from Nira Nyertika. Wohoo! Akak suka sekali. Though I've let the opportunity to be part of this year's NDP slipped away, I shall not let this offer slipped again. Can't wait!!

2009-07-26T22:14:00.013+08:00

Syukur alhamdulillah.

After endless efforts to get a new job, I've got selected for the job I did'nt expect to get due to my cocked up interview session with the company.

I've resigned from TH as I 've got a new job offered by HDB. Well, my plans are quite complicated as I have also signed up for an advanced diploma course half way through when I was offered the HDB job. That's the problem with me. I'm not being firm in making decisions and end up making the wrong ones. I hope that the step I've taken to accept this job offer will not put me down . Insyallah.

So my dearest TH collegues decided to have some photo taking sessions for my farewell last Friday. How sweet. Pictures will be up as soon as I got them from Nadiah. Thanks to those who gave me their well wishes.

Tomorrow is the day. My first day at work. Definitely feeling very nervous right now. Kept thinking how it's gonna be like. Will I meet friendly collegues who are willing to lend their hands? Sigh, it's all about being independant, Faja!

Kk I shall stop thinking about it.

Anyways, who's b'day is it today??

NOR SUYANTI !

Dearest Bestie, Happy 20th Birthday.

Go extract your wisdom tooth quick!

That'll be the most memorable b'day gift ever?

LOL.

Make sure u keep that lame gift of mine!

and to

SHARINA NADIA

Happy Belated 20th Birthday too.

I miss this girl who is always busy with her studies in Uni.

All the best to you though you may not notice the existence of my blog.

Btw, someone unexpectedly saw another someone at town yesterday. This another someone is quite well known jugak la kan. Then this someone got so excited of getting to meet that another someone and this someone kept irritating me about the encounter and I was like...

BERGH!

*faja and farhan's language*

Ok, did I confuse you, readers?

That's my main purpose actually just to make this entry look lengthy?

LOL.

2009-07-13T17:34:00.002+08:00

As promised , overdued pictures of Yanti and Faja.

Two weeks ago met Bestie for the usual lepak-ing session. This time was at Whitesands. Busy updating with each other's life. And I've promised not to spend anymore money on clothes but then..*Opps, I did it again!* Bought a yellow sun dress from Sheer Romance. Someone psycho-ed my mind you see. Haha. Bestie, you can never hide that something-you-kept- for-so long away from me.What's the point of knowing you for years and couldn't see the thing you're hiding? LOL. Anyways, I'm definitely lookng forward to our plans especially the one in DECEMBER oi! Hope it works out for us.

Anddd... someone turning as old as me soonnnn!

2009-07-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

Today is the outing with Bestie.

Lots of merepek pictures taken.

Will have a proper update soon.

2009-07-03T23:51:00.015+08:00

*We're going to the zoo zoo zoo.

How about you you you?

Can you come too too too?

We going to the zoo zoo zooooo*

Ok, that's just an old- time song when I was in kindergarten or primary school I think.Haha.Keep irritates boyfriend with that song.

Yeah, so we hit the zoo babyyy! On the 29th June.Like after 8 years?Not much of changes though.Anyways, it was my dearest boyfriend's birthday! Went off with his friends to celebrate. Free tickets! Siapa taknak oii. Thanks to Amira. Btw, this sucks man. I'm having problem uploading pictures to Blogger. Aww man, no pictures!

Anyways...

HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY AYANG!

Hope you had a blast time on your special day.Erm you're finally a year younger than me? Haha.(Mana mau dpt. Slalu org antar b'day wish tulis 'a year older' but ni special kan?)May u lead a happy and blissful life with the loved ones.Sorry if I didnt plan for any surprises for you.I tak se-romantik you. Hehe. Nevertheless, you know that you'll always have that special spot in my heart, k ayang..No man could ever snatch that special place from you.

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH BABY G.
Now and forever!

2009-06-14T00:41:00.012+08:00

At last, I've finally got this lappy all to myself now. Everyone's in bed and I have all the time to blog without any disturbances like:

"Kak, quick I need to use the lappy. Urgent!" , "Faj, let me use for a while. Wanna check something for my school" and "Ehh, I 'chopped' the lappy first sehhh!".

See, Pathetic huh. It's hard to survive with just one computer in the house. My sisters have their projects to settle (zaman bila mau projects dok. Haha) and my brother forever busy you-tubing for no important reason on the net. Therefore, being a good elder sister I have to jolly well give way to them. Hope my sis gets her lappy soon.

So where should I start. Oh ya, not long ago(last week) me and my secondary school friends had a meet up session and we had a whale of time karaoke-ing at Grandlink Square.There were me, Fiqa, Yana, Nizam and Faiz. Seha joined us at a later time. It was fun fun fun! My beloved Red Rose, if only you were there it would be DOUBLE the fun!

We sang here and there. It was rare to see Yana singing and it was the first time I saw her sing that day. Sorry Yana I gave you false hope that there's Korean songs there. Hee, peace!Snapped pictures from Yana's and Nizam's camera. 2hrs later, phoof ! We were at Arnold's having dinner with Seha who reserved a table for us. It's been years since I ate Arnold's! The food tasted so much better than before. Or was it just me cos' I have not been eating Arnold's eversince primary 5? Ok whatever.

Pictures from Nizam's camera

Since the night was still early, we went to Tampines to have our desserts at Swensens. Ice creamms.. I like! Lastly, we had the most crazy moment - Picture taking at TM's roof level like nobody's business! Haha. Pathetically,we got chased off by the security guard when the clock strucked 10.30!

Overall, I enjoyed every single moment of the gathering. Thanks guys, at least I could put aside some stuffs which occupied my mind. I wonder if we could have this kind of fun times again especially if Nizam and Faiz have to surrender themselves for the National Service! Yeah good luck to these soulja boys soon-to-be!

In addition, it's been a busy week for me. Busy ushering for the dikir competitions. Piala Si Cilik was on last Saturday and it was my first time watching a dikir show by the young ones. Tampines North Pri dikir girls were awesome! That's why they won. Watching these little ones made me think of my dearest boyfriend who was once in the same competition when he was in primary school. Well, I didnt get to see any pictures of him back then but I tried imagining him with his cute little 'unbreak' voice singing the Tok Juara part on that stage. Mesti comel lotehhh eh. Haha. And Piala KGMS has finally come to an end last Sunday and congrats to Yenbo Je for being the winner too.

Before ending, here's a recent picture of us. Hmm..For what purpose? Just random. Saya punya sukerr laaa. Haha.

Faja and Farhan

You're my everlasting happiness

Toodles.

2009-05-27T20:29:00.013+08:00

20th May 2009

My pillar of strength!

On this day, I was on stage receiving my most awaited diploma in hand. At that moment, I was so proud of myself to have made the biggest achievement in my life. I was glad to have my Mum and Sis to have attended the ceremony (I wanted so much for my Dad to be there too. Sadly only two tix were given). The ceremony started off with singing of National Anthem which always reminds me of those days in secondary school. Haha. Funny I tell you. And being the typical people, we don't even sing! Then there's this slideshow featuring Temasek Poly song which sort of moved me and reminded me of the first time I entered the school and did the Mass Dance. Temasek me, Temasek you. We are a team...

Then the ceremony began with over 600 graduates receiving their diplomas with some speeches here and there which took about 2hrs plus.

Picture-taking moments

My duplicate copy, Farah

Liyana, my secondary school classmate who got enrolled in the same course as me and we graduated together!

Carelyn and Sishan the people who went through those shitty times with me.

Mavis, my Major Project team member. I'm gonna miss her crappy and lame jokes.

So what's next? Sad to say that I have to embark on a new journey to none other than the workforce. As NIE has rejected me *sedih kans , I'm left with no choice. Hope that with this qualification, I'll be able to start a career and eventually support my parents .

So yeah. Faja no longer a student. That means.. no more student meals!No discounts for students. Damn!That's bad. Haha.

Last but not least, Thank you God for making this moment a reality.

Lots of Love,
Faja

2009-05-21T20:04:00.006+08:00

Just like a dream...
Current status: Graduated!

Yes, but now it's definitely a reality. Yesterday marked the end of my tertiary education. Eversince, I stepped into Temasek Poly I've been counting on the days to put on the graduation attire (Yes, that 'pregnant' gown you mean. LOL) Ok so stay tuned for pictures!

2009-04-11T10:03:00.007+08:00

Piala KGMS-Saringan @ Potong Pasir CC

Nira helped out in the event as ushers/runners. It was a refreshing experience as it was our first time to be asked to hold such roles. From bringing the different dikir groups to their rooms and leading them down to stand by at back stage seemed to be pretty cool. Or maybe..not cos some of my friends complained that there were flirtatous guys around. Haha. After some time of not coming down to school this was the only time for me to be with these girls again. See you girls again for the semi- final round on the 26th!

On the other hand, AsiaMall has succcessfully launched the new shopping mall. Tampines 1 is now open baybeh! Being a typical kiasu Singaporean, I am sure to pay my virgin visit there soon by this week. Haha. I miss Bestie so much. Hopefully tmr's plan is on. My boyfriend is turning chow tar (burnt) cos he's been fishing frequently. Dont worry darling you're still as cute even when you're burnt.=P

2009-03-21T01:03:00.005+08:00

Ok people stop complaining that there's very few updates from me. I know you people miss me kann? Haha. This blog is somehow dead. Just as dead as its blogger.Yeah and now it's my soul that's typing. Haaa, ok whatever! Recently received my final semesters results. I'm definitely happy for the improvements made though it was just some slight increase in the GPA. BUT, I still think that i cant made it to Uni.I don't really wanna put my hopes up high even though people keep giving me that "yes-I-can-do- it" attitude. Deep down, i feel that my results are still lousy. Nevertheless, thank god I do not have to repeat any subjects.

Been busy working lately and I dont have time for myself. I feel ugly each time i turn up for work with that tired face on me. Oh I was chatting with Mavis in MSN about my current job which deals with alot of staples and how i survived not falling asleep after lunch breaks by having just a light meal. I told her that I don't have to pinch myself anymore whenever i felt like falling asleep ( my prevent sleeping technique during internship).

f a j [a] 'a n myeverlastinghappiness says:
eh you know now i learnt my lesson during SIP

f a j [a] 'a n myeverlastinghappiness says:
everytime during lunchbreak i eat bread only

f a j [a] 'a n myeverlastinghappiness says:
scared later fall asleep

f a j [a] 'a n myeverlastinghappiness says:
haha

f a j [a] 'a n myeverlastinghappiness says:
now cannot pinch2 already

right round. says:
hahahaa

right round. says:
y cannot pinch?

right round. says:
juz staple urself la

right round. says:
or use the unstapled bulelts to poke urself

right round. says:
LOL

f a j [a] 'a n myeverlastinghappiness says:
hahahaha

f a j [a] 'a n myeverlastinghappiness says:
wth!

Haha. Funny sia this girl. She knows me well during SIP. Still remembered we would take turns visiting the Savills' toilet to sleep in order to kill time. And she told my lecturer about me pinching myself that time during the class chalet. Malu okk!

2009-02-15T01:28:00.010+08:00

13th Feb 2009, Friday (ohh Friday the thirteen!)

I'm graduating...

Was the last day of school for me. Well it's not really officially last. Since I do not have to sit for any exams during this last semester, I shall enjoy longggggg holidays till Graduation Day which falls in May. Yahhooo! BUT, this also means that I have to go out to earn kachings!

It's unbelieveable that I made it till this far. Some random pics featuring my classmates in Temasek Polytechnic.

Class N603

Pioneeer batch of FDM (find me!)

Gheesh, 3 years was really fast.

Moving on, wonderful day spent with boyfriend yesterday.Went for a picnic at PRP. Yes, a dream come true. I've always day-dreamt of having an ideal picnic with him. Watching the panoramic view, the sea, the breeze, the water breaker,the food, the sun..oh lalala..romanticnyerr! But sadly we settled at the wrong spot and we couldnt catch the sun set. Nevertheless, I very much enjoyed the quality time spent together.And yes, STAR GAZING was FUN! It felt soo good to have him in my arms. Hee.

Spot the roses...

Played card games. He told me that if i won, he would reward me with something.I tried by all ways to win even if it means cheating. Haha. But still, he won AGAIN. Seeing the pathetic look on my face, he pop-ed something out of his bag. Self-made ROSES!! (ok, i may sound 'kental' when i said this. I've always wanted a rose from a guy.Lol)

It came with a lovey dovey note:

"Bunga plastik tahan lama, begitu juga cintaku padamu..."- An Skodeng

Now tell me, how sweet can he get? Hee. I love you larr...!

2009-01-21T00:09:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you something.
Some people can easily irritate the shit out of your ass!
Bak kata pepatah, " Bagi muka, naik kepala". Stop making me pissed can? You people jolly well prove me wrong before i start to lose my patience. Its never easy being one who can control your temper and bottled up those feelings all along.Thanks for the 'great' working experience anyway. I shall learn my lesson form now on.

2009-01-15T00:47:00.003+08:00

I feel so pressurised that I think I should 'steal' a little time to blog. Club and resort business project is driving me nuts. Argh last minute changes totally pissed me off! I hate this man. Ok bye!

2009-01-01T02:24:00.006+08:00

Happy New Year fellow earthlings!

I'm hoping for none other than a fruitful and bright 2009 ahead.

Ok allow me to vent my anger in this entry.

I've spent the most "wonderful'' last few hours of 2008.

I've received the "best" new year eve's gift ever.

Thanks to a fucking CROW which continuously pecked on me on the left side of my head

cos it thought that I was going to do harm to its baby.

WHAT THE FUCKKK kan!! I was fucking embarrassed can?

Fuck you crow! Fuck fuck fuck!

K let me tell you how it went.

I was going home from school and was walking under the MRT track near my house.

Then I saw an old lady and a boy which I assumed was her grandson looking at the three

crows (Think a mother, father and the baby..happy family la kononnyer). Then somehow my instincts told me that the birds were dangerous. I didnt care much and was happily walking near those animals.

Then..."PAKKKKKKKK" ( i dont know how to describe the sound it made) .One of them hit me hard on my head mannn! Thanks eh! Not once but TWICE! How great can that be? The moment it attacked me, I was like "EH FUCK YOU!". It was like as if it understood my language and "PAKKKkkkkk" there it went again hitting my head for the second time. People were happily watching me doing a 'free show' at that walkway. Stupid bird!

What are you laughing and smiling at?? THIS IS NOT FUNNY OK! Fuckking mad here. I got terrified and traumatised after that and quickly went home to wash my hair. I became phobia of birds since then. JURONG BIRDPARK IS DEFINITELY A BIG NO TO FAJA!

Thanks eh crow. If only birds put on name tags, i would definitely hunt you down and kill you! EURGHH! Ok I'm being ridiculous here. I'm still mad! Ok it's my fault too for thinking that crows can never and will never attack me.

I told my family and boyfriend about that and they were laughing like no one's business like that. Worst still, they even make the sound of crows in the house to simply irritate me.

Mama: Eh lain kali kakak bawak bende pukul dia nanti dia tk kacau lagi

Me: Macam mana akak nak elak, skrg baru mama nak bilang!

To think that I can also make fun of that incident and told my boyfriend,

Me: Nasib baik eh bila dia patuk I, I tak hilang ingatan! Fuh!

On a lighter note, fireworks were awesome man.
Not looking forward to 4 more days.

2008-12-27T13:00:00.004+08:00

School gonna be out in two more days.

Left with few more weeks to share the last bits of 2008.

Well at least I do get some breaks.

Damai SJAB chalet, Family chalet and last but not least I'm so happy that I went for a karaoke session with the girls.

Go again la girls, plsssss.

Like totally stress-free man!

Yeah, those events had passed and I wished they could stay

Cos here I'm back to square one again

Completing my assignments ( hate that word!)

Sigh, cepatla aku graduate.

Kalau da graduate lagi satu hal la pulak

The economy is so unstable nowadays

Is SIM a good choice?

Can I not work when i graduated?

So many things going on in my mind.

Leaving my "-teen" world soon

The "-ty" world is opening its doors to me in few weeks time.

2008-12-19T09:05:00.005+08:00

Gheesh, I wake up quite early today

All thanks to my beloved-mulfunctioned air-conditioner in my room.

Haha. Im a spoilt brat who cant sleep well w/o aircon.

I was like tossing here and there hoping to get back to sleep

And eventually gave up and lifted that lazy ass of mine.

So here I am sticking to the computer screen not knowing of what else to do.

Hmm..Ohhhhh I think it's a great idea to work on my.......

Projects!

Yeah! -_-"

It's the holiday season and lots of people are going for holiday trips

Can I have mine too?

I really need a short getaway.

Even if it's here in Singapore

Erm..Marina Barrage anyone?

Just let me out of this confined space where I dont have to keep thinking and thinking of those projects!

Argh..Pathetic life!

2008-12-15T18:50:00.002+08:00

I'm one-third done with my individual assignment.

Still more to go.

Nonetheless, THANK YOU YANYAN for helping.

2008-12-05T01:25:00.004+08:00

Insecurity is a nasty beast, isn't it?

I have a tendency to be ambiguous about things and wish to realize the value and actually want to be completely candid to overcome this.

2008-11-30T00:21:00.008+08:00

PENTAS: SUTERA was AWESOME!

I love love love it baybehh!

Well, kinda lazy to blog so here are the pictures.

For this year's production, Nira were the makciks from the kampong days

Yes, we wore opah's shirts with kain batik

"Susu..ok" which actually means susok (if you get what i mean. It supposed to be some humour thingy) which contained MELAMINE! We wore baju butterfly too. Haha. Sungguh tak glamour!

Hahaha. Faja the teenage witch!

Roosh, me, Ayu and Hidd!
The girls who made it happened! Sayang semuanya.

Well there were a lot of humour going on throughout the whole show which i'm lazy to elaborate. I'm gonna miss these un-glam moments with the girls.

Get a clear picture, visit http://n2tnira.multiply.com/video/item/63/Nira_Pentas_Sutera

K, now side track a little bit. I'm done with my FINAL YEAR PROJECT! Wohoo..happy sekali!

Balak FYP sudah lepas

Kina tiba anak-anak balaks la pulak..

Presenting my little balaks

Club and Resort Business Individual and Group Assignment
Service Quality Mmanagement Individual and Group Assignment
Management and Syaem Assessment Group Assignment

And term test is soo soon. Haiya!

2008-11-25T00:05:00.006+08:00

It was the ANNIVERSARY.

I've been longing to post these videos that we made for each other long long ago. Haha.

2008-11-17T18:11:00.003+08:00

Brain dead.

I cant think.

I cant come up with the solutions for my project.

I am dull-witted these days.

Tired.

Tired of thinking and extracting most of my brain juices.

At times, I will just stare blankly in front of the computer screen

hoping that in the wink of an eye, my Excel sheets will be filled up.

I hate figures. I hate Accounts.

But I love ka-chingss $$.

Lol.

I'm not even half done with this.

How?

Project assessment: Fri

Submission of report: Fri

Pentas: Fri

A note to self: Selamatz la kau!

I need a happy pill.

And I'm craving for Yong Doufu AGAIN.

2008-11-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

Do miracles really exist?

If they do, can I have one please?

Just one and nothing more.

This is the end result for procrastinating.

One whole fat lump of assignments waiting for me.

Am I in deep shit?

Uh huh, yes you are Faja!

2008-11-10T00:14:00.011+08:00

Struggling with 3 projects plus a Final Year project together with work and dikir trainings.

Wahh, I'm a SUPERWOMANN!

LOL..Can ar?
Counting down the days to ...

Sypnosis

Lembut, apa nilainya?
Pentas Sutera merupakan pementasan yangmemaparkan hidup seorang individu yang dibelenggu masalah.Kerana cinta yang murni, apa yang akan beliau lakukan?Akankah putus asa menjadi kata muktamad?Dengan mengekalkan reputasi produksi tahunan kami,persembahan tahun ini menjanjikan 2 jam yang akan membawapara penonton menghayati kisah perjalanan si individu yangmencari jalan hidupnya di Pentas: Sutera 08/09.

Can't wait! Can't wait! My last Pentas with Nira girls.

For more info, please visit http://pentassutera.wordpress.com/

Do come and support aite. Tell me if you need tickets.

2008-10-22T00:33:00.006+08:00

A student once again..

It feels soo good to be back in school again . It's good to feel the school's atmosphere once again.This will be my last semester in TP now. Gheesh, that's fast and im still considering what to do after I graduated. Nothing much for the first week other than knowing that most of my subjects are non-examinable! You see, there's good and bad points. This means that most of the subjects are project- based. Worst still when they are PBL (Problem Based Learning) !

Anyways, last Sunday was the raya outing with Delifrance peeps. Rented a mini-bus. Gerek!

Faja, Yani, Aza, Tasha and Fifi

Syahid, Sap, An Black and An White (haha, they look alike dont you think so? The Farhans)

" Ah nilah anak-anak Cik. Cuma satu je yang belom sunat!"- Cik Prep

Lovey Dovey

With Cik Prep.

Not much of pics though due to lack of memory space. Up next, Roses's outing on Deepavali. Haha. Deepa-rayaaaa!

2008-10-13T15:56:00.007+08:00

So much of being honest throughout.
So much of trusting.
So much of enduring.
So much of evrything.
But eventually when reality strikes,the pain is unbearable.
And when your heart gets broken, you begin to see the cracks in everything.
So much hurt it has caused. So much tears it has made me shed.
Am I really being THE ONE? Or am I THE ONE who deserved to be hurt, cheated and eventually dumped?
When I Forgive it isn't forgetting. It's just letting go of the hurt.
The things that make me cry will always make me strong.
I doubt you will realised how much i've endured.

Naluri seorang wanita begitu halus ibarat sehelai sutera yang mudah tercarik dan koyak.

2008-10-03T02:36:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE!
Mohon maaf zahir dan batin =)

2008-09-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

My heart is aching.

Is there any remedy for an aching heart?

I simply hate this feeling.

2008-09-21T01:22:00.015+08:00

Faja is a happy happy goober again!

Yesterday was the Roses' outing with Faiz and Nizam. Unfortunately, my other darling friends were not able to make it on that day. Despite the continuous changing of dates for the meet-up, we managed to settle down by having Popeyes at T3 for breaking fast.

Where is my red rose?

Cam-whoring can be so fun. Take a look at these!

Then we headed to Breeks for...

MASSIVE ATTACK!

The service was superb and the staff was kind enough to take a picture for us.

Took the sky train for the fun of it. Crapped and walked around the terminals and then headed home.

I'm tired and I'm off to my lala land now. Nites!

2008-09-16T01:06:00.006+08:00

Dresscode: Black- Red

Venue: Tong Seng Coffeeshop

Purpose: Breaking fast with Bestie

There you go.

Apart from being too caught up with work, I managed to spend some time with people.

At least Im not an 'alien/robot' that works all time.

As mentioned above, breaking fast at Tong Seng was like WOW.

The food was yummy-licious.

Worth the price.

I shall go there again.

After eating, I felt like I'm carrying a pregnant tummy around Bugis Street.

But being the usual me, I can never get enough with just a bowl of noodles and char kway.
Therefore, I was still hunting for food. (That explains all the flabby parts of my body).

Someone claimed that this was Gado-Gado. -_-" (slaps forehead)

From Bugis Street we ZOOMed all the way to ..

Waffle Factory.
I'm soo LOVIN IT.Mwahh!

I had my Oreo with White Chocolate Waffle

She had her Cookie Crisp Waffle

Then ZOOMED to Home Sweet Home!

P/s: Will time change everything in the near future? Am I making the right move?

2008-09-14T01:35:00.002+08:00

I wish I've got something interesting to blog about. Each time i wanna update , I will keep thinking and thinking of what to write. Am I leading a boring life? Yes, I think. I've been missing too many people in my life right now. Im missing my friends and Nira. Ok still thinking of what else to write. I shall stop here. And this space shall remain to what it is now till I have a proper update.

2008-08-31T01:56:00.008+08:00

Being with the ones you love will never fail to make your day.

I had so much fun laughing and crapping with this bunch of lovelies.

Mal, Hil and Fiqa thanks for making me a happy happy goober yesterday!

It's been some time since I had a great laughing session.

The above pictures are mostly the same as it was our attempt of getting the perfect shot! Haha.

On the other hand, my SIP is finally and officially OVER! Four months of working experience in Property Management was somehow ok. Other than understanding more on the scope of work, I met a lot of people with different characters and personalities who were willing to share their knowledge and experiences. Now , I shall enjoy my 6 weeks of holidays. Yahooo! And I'm definitely looking forward to be in school again.

Pictures taken with the company during a soccer match event

On a lighter note, Happy Fasting to all my Muslim friends! Puasa jangan tak puasa ehh...

2008-08-26T23:43:00.006+08:00

Just as when things are getting better, there is bound to be something that hinders my way.

Ouch, karma hits me!

Serves me right then.

Oh well, 3 more days aint gonna be hell for me.

Erm.. Right?

I hope so.

2008-07-11T23:44:00.004+08:00

Hey you down there! How could you intrude my private space!

Haha. This idiotic boyfriend has nothing better to do. Pardon me readers, it's not me in the previous entry. Ok this time he claimed that he was me. Farhan, stop being irritating can? But still, I love you!

2008-07-11T15:46:00.003+08:00

Hello people ! so damn bored rite now.. i'm half asleep at work. sigh~

aniwaez..just wanna say i LOVE my dearest

AN SKODENG!

He's handsome, cute, gentle and semua

yg di-idamkan oleh setiap wanita!

I'm damn proud to have him

as my BOYFRIEND!

MUACKZ!

2008-06-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

well well well. SOMEONE HAS JUST TURNED 18 YESTERDAY.

Baru nk 18 per boy.Haha.

Hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday

with this sweet, loving, caring girlfriend of yours.

Heheeee.

2008-06-22T22:31:00.009+08:00

Met my Ladyroses just now. Like finally, eh girls!

Faja always complain to her bf that she misses her friends and finally she gets

to meet them few hours ago. Thanks yana for the tickets! Went to Escape themepark.

Geesh, the idea of going to a themepark always reminds me that i'm old for it. But being the normal young-at-heart Faja, she dont give any damn about it as long as she knows

that she's happy =) It was nice to catch up with good old times. Btw sorry seha i

snatched the above pic from your blog. Had a sumptuous yet "menggugat kesabaran" meal

before heading home. You know what I meant, girls.

A friend of mine just passed away.

I feel bad for not visiting the family.

And I mean REAL bad.I didnt know. This was an eye opener for me.

Sesungguhnya Tuhan boleh mengambil nyawa kita bila-bila sahaja Dia mahu.

I really didnt expect this. He was a nice guy,

the one who was my all-time night shift working partner.

Zam, semoga rohmu diberkati Allah S.W.T

Al-fatehah...

Amin.

Thinking, thinking and still thinking.

2008-06-15T01:11:00.003+08:00

BOO! Faja's back!

Aww..you guys miss me don't ya?

Just take a look at these...

yanti: oi update!

farah: UPDATEEEE !

Skodeng: TAK TAU NAK UPdATE EH ? =P

Haha. Ok perhaps it's not about missing me but missing updates on me. Ceh!

Pardon me for being MIA from this blog.

Pardon me bloggy for neglecting you.

Cos' I'm super duper LAZY to update and there's nothing exciting to be shared with.

Wait! I just remebered what to tell.

Ok went to catch Kungfu Panda with boyfriend just now.

So hilarious la.

Then went to Dinamis 2008, a Malay production by Ngee Ann Poly.

Then ZOOOOM back home.

Tadaaa! UPDATED! (see what i mean, I'm plain lazy)

Oh when I browsed through my past entries, I realised that I seldom upload pictures of me and my darling so here they come (taken few hours ago)..

Just decide to upload this too. He looks cute here. Haha

2008-05-19T21:32:00.007+08:00

Aku sedar bukan mudah

Untuk mengejar mimpi indah

Pernah suatu ketika dulu

Ku punya harapan besar

Kini aku tak pasti

Dapatkah ku miliki

Mungkin ada hikmah

Yang akan menunggu

Di penghujung jalan

Biar nanti kecewa

Setidak-tidaknya mencuba

There's nothing much to update about me recently. All that I can say is I'm losing the colours of my life. Perhaps this is part and parcel of life?At times, I just felt like I'm living in a life that serves no purpose. I don't know where I'm heading to. No sense of direction. No specific goal to achieve.But then again, loved ones never fail to bring me up and brace myself to face whatever circumstances that hinders me from being a successful person. Most importantly, I realised that things don't come that easy. What we get may not always turn out to be what we wish for.

oh well. Thank you for reading my little ramblings. Nite fellow readers.

2008-05-03T22:49:00.005+08:00

After such a long time of not meeting up, Bestie and I finally decided to do so. Like FINALLY eh. This time it was not only the two of us. There was Nur, Yanti's cousin too. We went to Changi Airport and cam-whored like crazy women. Tonggeng sana tongeng sini. Haha. It was super duper fun la with Yanti's stupid jokes, her non-stop burpings and the funny yet strange encounter, the Mat minum-pause (ok like she said, not menopause eh!). And it was the Heels' Day for us! I was forced to wear heels which i'm seriously sick of. I made a bet with Yanti to see who will survived the longest with heels. Oh wells, of course I won! Hehe.

Oh ya. I've found my twin, the one who walks like me. And that is Nur! YEY! Meanwhile, enjoy the pictures below =)

2008-04-25T23:05:00.017+08:00

Weekend is finally here!!

Pardon me for not been updating recently. I have so much to tell you guys regarding my internship but I'm plain lazy to type them all. First day was HORRIBLE due to the fact that my 'lovely'shoes were biting every inch of my steps and could not stop giving me blisters! Working life was freaking damn tiring and you have to squeeze into the crowded train and find difficulties to search for empty seats during lunch break. I hate to be treated like a working adult. I wish to go back to TP . Please bring me back. Working life sucks. I'd rather study for the rest of my life than working. Seriously.Yes that was how I felt initially. Thank god I got the hang of it now. I'm beginning to adapt to the working environment and I hope time flies fast. Haizz, all that I can look forward to is the weekend where I can finally rest and meet dearest bf. YANYAN, i wanna meet you real soon please!

I will not be coming back to TP until the internship ends. This means no training. No Niraaa! ohhh tidakkkk. Last Thursday was the CCA recruitment drive and Nira had a performance with PST. Sedih ke haper tak dapat nk perform. Eh jealous tau tak??!!Benci ar INTERNSHIP.

I miss performing.

I miss being on stage.

I miss the sound of rebana.

I miss tepuk sepuluh.

I miss the kecoh-ness

BOOHOOOOO!!! I'm sooo missing the ~~boys~~ girls.

2008-04-18T13:14:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was my SIP briefing in school. Yes, I'm starting my first day of attachment in Savills Singapore Pte Ltd next week. Gheesh, I was so excited about my attachment initially but now I'm so nervous about it. Perhaps 4 months may not be that long and I really hope it will not be hell for me.

The salary the company gonna pay my group is sungguh tak lumayan. Haha. Then again, it's better rather than nothing. Like what my lecturer says it's not a matter of money but the experience that you gained that is most crucial.

Initial plan was to go fishing after the briefing. But then, Carelyn and me decided to explore and locate where our attachment company was so that we would not be lost on the first day. Hehe. Semangatz! So yah, half an hour of train journey + 20 mins walk.

After that, I dragged this friend of mine all the way to Marina Square and a few minutes walk just to see the Singapore Flyer. Haha. Finally, a dream come true! Sadly, the place was not as nice as I thought it would be. The waterfall looks real but terserlah its fakeness when I saw those underground pipes attached in the water. Kater man-made mah. So yah then we proceed home.

2008-04-13T00:10:00.004+08:00

18 years of record!

Haha this is funny. My one and only dearest boyfriend broke his 18 years of record. Thanks to ermmm a pathetic cockroach!

This was how it happened. Yesterday, we were like chilling under the void deck . Then there were two Bangladesh cleaning the blocks' rubbish chutes and two cockroaches slipped through the bins and slowly crawled somewhere near us. My instincts were like telling me that somehow one of them would definitely come to us. And yes, i managed to escape when it was just right next to my feet. But that's not the main point la kan, the thing was my so called action- nak- tunjuk-terror boyfriend was trying to scare me off by telling that he saw another cockroach near me. Haha nice try eh boy. In the end, he scared himself off by stepping on that cockroach even without him realising it. I should have taken a picture or better still video- cammed it la sey. He look pathetically awful!

Padan muka kau! haha. Tu la nak kene kan org tu pikir la 232748686283 kali nyerrr. Hehe. That was the first time in his 18 years of living that he killed a bloody cockroach! Who can ever predict that a "sachok" (like he said) looking guy would be afraid of cockroaches. It totally freaked him off when its legs were struggling in the air.

So people, there you go. I've exposed Farhan's major weakness, COCKROACHES! He's soo gonna bite me when he reads this. Haha.Peduli ape aku! And ouh before we left the place, we paid our last visit to the poor little cockroach yang tak sempat mengucap dek pijakan Farhan! And yes those legs were still struggling!

2008-04-08T11:47:00.013+08:00

Pedihnya hati tak difahami.

Sakitnya hati tak dihiraukan.

Tak mampu lagi untuk ku bendung segala kesakitan.

Linangan airmata menceritakan rintihan si sang hati.

Biarlah ia mengalir jika itu yang dapat

menenangkan jiwa ini.

Hentikan kesedihan

Hentikan kepedihan

Kerna ku damba sebuah kebahgiaan

- random

2008-04-01T19:00:00.003+08:00

Just by staying at home the whole day has made me go bonkers!

Damn i really cant stay still.

Anyways, Happy APRIL FOOL'S Day , people!

Haha.

2008-03-28T00:37:00.015+08:00

Ok I'm so excited to blog about the show Nira was involved with last Tuesday. Nira Nyertika was invited to be part of the grand finale for a prestigious event organised by Singapore Tourism Board(STB) called Singapore Education Awards at Raffles Hotel. I had super duper fun with not only the girls but the new friends we made. Denise Keller!! Oh my,she's gorgeous la sey! Despite the problems we faced during rehearsals, I think we did quite well.

Jeng jeng jeng.. Surpriseee..Siape tu kat atas? Hehe.I would like to thank Fiqa for volunteering herself to help Nira by being part of the show due to the shortage of manpower. Thank you so much and you are a fast- learner! Hope you had a great time with us.

The Samba group, Beats Encore by Republic Poly

Backstage

With Artiste Director, Alex

Host for the event, Denise Keller!

Refreshment time. The food was yummmmyyy! I had my three rounds of eating.

I'm looking forward to watch the whole entire video of the event which will be mailed to me soon. Yey!

2008-03-22T23:13:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU, IZFARHAN. BOO HOO!

2008-03-20T12:25:00.003+08:00

I wonder why I've been such a semangat kebabian girl in attending trainings for dikir when in the end all that i see is only a small bunch or tiny mini bunch of people coming.Why am i being sooo enthu? I guess for now my enthusiasm has become so low low low low low (ah macam lagu Low tu! ok no link) I've been trying to find the answers myself. When i asked that someone, tengok ar aper dier jawab!

Me: Asal eh i slalu semangat kebabian datang training?
Boyfriend: Sebab you babi.*with that smiling lo0k*

Grrrr....how short and "sweet". Thanks eh.
But seriously, Nira is somehow lost in her own world. I miss those fun times.

Bring back. Oh bring back.
oh bring back the old Nira to me! To me!
ok crap.

The show on the 25th sounds so grand but yet the progress that we made so far was so little. Maner la budak budak ni semua.18 girls had been confirmed to be in the show but the most that turned up was only 6! What sia? I think all this while I've been silly enough to place Nira as one of my top priority. There's training later. Ah tgk je la braper ramai yang datang.

Will the performance on the 25th bring us fame or SHAME?
Mari kita lihat siapa yang kenaaa...jeng jeng jeng

Anyways a birthday shoutout to my lil brother
MOHD FARHAN BIN SA'ADON

Happy 11th Birthday! Jangan nak kurang ajar dengan kakak kakak kamu eh.
Do well in exams and jangan ingat nk main bola jer.
Lastly, erm stay "black" always. (wakakaka can ar?)

2008-03-16T23:34:00.004+08:00

Hi all. My comp crashed and is safely back now. Last Wednesday, my long-waited results were finally out. I passed all subjects! No supp papers!wuhooo! I 'm a happy happy girl! Up next will be my 19 weeks of attachment with Saivills when school reopens.

Holidays have been soooo BORING! Work is such a bore now without Fifi.The class chalet was ok-lah.My lecturer called me two days ago regarding the BCM certification and I have to attend briefing on the 24th which coincidently will be my full-dress rehaersal for the upcoming performance at Jubilee Hall, Raffles Hotel.On top of that I have to study extremely hard for the certification that I'm taking which costs me a total of 90 bucks. Imagine. What if you paid so much for a 50 MCQs paper and yet you failed? Obviously I don't want that to happen. Pray for me people that the paper's gonna be fine k.

Oh ya and my intention of learning to cook during my holidays is a semangat 5 minit.Haha.Cos' I've been waking up in the late afternoon and my mum has already finish her cooking by then.Ape nk jadi ngan anak dara ni eh.

Hehe.Will update more soon. Bye.

2008-03-02T01:08:00.011+08:00

I LOVE THIS DRESS!

But sadly, it is not mine. My sis bought it from Mila(if I'm not wrong).But who cares i can always borrow it! Yeehaa.

Some shiok sendiri sessions.

Alaa tk clear..

tired face

I realised that i really need to get my fringe levelled. See how unequal it is.

My boyfriend surely gonna smile when he sees this pic cos he will surely notice something BIG! Duh! My rabbit teeth eh! and he will go on and on teasing me.Urgh!

Gosh I never felt so vain when i took those pics.

Oh today is my so-called first guitar lesson.My "shifu" is so damn fierce la!I learnt how to play a simple song. Yeyness! Wanna know who is that "shifu"? Alaaa..yang si An Skodeng tu laa..=)

I had so much fun laughing and cracking stupid jokes with boyfriend.Hehe.
Farhan,Wo ai ni!
Gtg, take care readers.

2008-02-29T16:58:00.016+08:00

I MISS BLOGGING! haha.

Hey people, I'm finally here! Pardon me for not been updating this blog. Well, exams are over now. All those memorising and reading have really squeezed my brain juices out. Now's the moment I've been waiting for.. HOLIDAYSSS!!I guess I'm gonna spend most of the time working.*sighs*If I'm not working i must be busy schooling and if I'm not schooling i must be busy working. What a life!I dont feel like going back to my workplace to work. Duh!I need fresh air. I wanna find other jobs but this lazy butt of mine just refuse to move around and hunt for new jobs.Girlfriends-ku, please ask me out ! I wanna shop , shop and shop till i'm dead broke! hehe.Ok i just remenbered that I have to sit for another external exams for some certifications and this will be carried out during my holidays. Ader jer tau. benci!Anyways, im looking forward to my class chalet next week at none other than the most exciting place, NSRCC! wuhoo! Cowokku Farhan, kamu jangan jealous iya!

Oh I'm very sure you guys have heard of the escape of the JI leader right?His posters are everywhere in Singapore now. I've just saw one at my blok. Scary shit u know! So people, be careful of that limping guy ok. Such a disgrace. Geram plak aku ni.

Ok I'll stop here and promise to update soon. toodles.

2008-02-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

What will happen to Chip without Dale?

Chip without Dale ibarat Dale without Chip.

Ada paham?

Nyahaha.

Those are my two chipmunks!

My belated bday gifts from Bestie =)

haha. Saya sukaaa sekali!

Anak saya da bertambah lagi dua ekor!

wuhoo~!

Ahh..yang ni anak yang sulung ...

ader ramai lagi tau...

Nyahaha.I'm bored la people.C'mon entertain me!

I cant be bothered to do my projects now.

Yeah! meeting the roses tmr! yahbedabeduu

and

Gong xi fa cai to my chinese friends!

*Tong tong chang tong chang tong chang*

2008-01-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Oh no, Help! There's an intruder in my blog!

LOLx..memandai je org tu menceroboh keperibadian saye ehk!

Like my blogskin? I'm gonna change it again. Hehe. I hate the navigations. Sucks kan? ok, finally im updating my blog. I'm taking a break from my projects right now so decide to blog la.

It's been a while since I met Bestie. We met last thurs. Talked and camwhored.
On the same day, my sis received her o'level results and she has decided to go to TP's Business School.Hopefully she gets her first choice.

Boyfriend is terrified each time i mention about O'levels to him.
Makanya, belajarlah rajin2 sebelom kamu dibelajarkan..
haha..makes sense tak?
Make sure you do well too k?
Kalau tk, itu PSP bawak mari hor...
Haha.

My other sis is taking O' level too this year.
Slamatz korg dua!
heehe.

k lah. Enuff crap la. Im going back to my project now while waiting for my boyfriend to get back from Johor.
Lambatnyer balik...mintak kene cepuk tau ni orang!

k da da..

5 more projects to go...
AKU STRESS!
k bye.

2008-01-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!
I'm Yanti.
I just finished changing blogskin for Faja.
She is SUPER fussy and fickle-minded.
My blood naik upstairs ok.

Faja's account has been intruded by Yanti.
Take care bestie and I love you.
Jgn marah hah. =)

2008-01-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 51st BIRTHDAY DADDY!
I love you .
Thanks for all the hard work you shed in order to bring me up.

Good luck to my sister and seha for her results tmr.
And to others who will be taking their O'level results as well.

2008-01-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

Attraction Management Proposal
Lighting Acoustics Labworks
Accounting assignment
Energy Audit report
Business Continuity Management Mini Project *mini project lu!
Project Management report

The above projects have yet to be submitted and my timetable for the main exams are out. Yes,this is the point of time that i hate soo much.

I'm shagged.

I'm lost.

I have not been myself lately.

I'm still holding on...

but ...

Sometimes the strong, aint always be strong.

I need Mr.Sunshine very badly.

Mendung di awan tidak selamanya.

Mungkin sebentar nanti cerah akan menjelma.

Begitu juga kesedihan bukanlah selamanya..

2008-01-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

This show was during Tp's Open House.

The day when i lost my hp for the very first time of my life but

managed to get it back.

Thank God!

And I dont wish to elaborate further on how i lost it and got it back.

Hehs.

K bye people.

2008-01-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

After realising and knowing something that i should have known in the first place, this song has always been playing around my mind.

Bicara Manis Menghiris Kalbu

satu persatu teman ada disekeliling mu
satu persatulah jua tinggalkan diri mu
cumalah aku saja yang masih lagi bertahan
memendam rasa...

bla bla bla..

tiap bicara manis
bagaikan selumbar bisa
kau tanam di jiwa tak terlihat oleh pandangan mata mu

tiap bicara manis
memujuk dan merayu ku
tak usah berlalu dan merajuk bawa hati pilu...

(okeh aku jiwang la pulak)

I dont know how should i say.
Perhaps it's just me..
a soft hearted girl,
who is easily hurt by people but tend to hide her feelings away.

Sometimes, i just hate myself for being such a crybaby!
or should i just close one eye?
and assumed that was all in the past?
I tried to..but still.
I felt being betrayed and stabbed in the back.
Sighs..

To Fiqa darling,

I know how it feels like to be in your situation.It's hurtful but i just wanna remind you that you have friends who are always there for you. Being such a strong girl, I'm sure you can go through this with lots of patience. Im not good at words but deep down I will always be there for you k.Cheer up my dear. There's always a good thing behind those bad things that has happened.Take care of urself and i'm just a phone call away if you need someone to turn to. =)

2008-01-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Gua da 19 beb!!

haha...fierce tak?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I'm one year older .

Am I really growing?
Ahaks! who cares!
I'm happy!

Million thanks to those who wished me especially my loved ones.
I've never been much happier than i was on my birthday.
THANKS LOVES!

Thanks boyfriend for the gift.
and ur mummy too.

Thanks Bestie for wishing me again and again..haha!

Thanks TP mates for the lovely cushion, the bangles and chocolates.

Thanks Daddy for the TWO birthday cakes. Wakaka.

Thanks Ladyroses and Damai friends for the sweetest video ever!

LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!

Sweet kan..despite muke busok saye time zaman SJAB. Haha.

How can i not love them? Thks guys.

I'm the happiest birthday girl ever! It's a dream come true!

2008-01-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

WELCOME 2008, GOODBYE 2007 !

Happy New Year, everyone.

Yeah time flies and we have step in to a brand new year.

New Year..new resolutions?

I have yet to make any resolutions and i think it's pointless of me to come up with them cos i can never accomplish any of the resolutions made. Geesh.

but basically, I wanna strive to be a better person =)

A brand new 2008. I wish life to be a pleasant one.

Anyways, fireworks near Marina Bay were awesome!

Went with my dearest bf, Farah and Fuad.

Had a whale of good time at Escape Themepark too.

Reach home at 2am.

Phew.. Thank god, Mum 's not mad about it.

Dearest boyfriend,

Im sorry for the troubles i've caused you yesterday.

I've been such a trouble maker.

Thank you for being with me yesterday.

I truly enjoyed our times .

I love you.

2007-12-30T14:34:00.000+08:00

Khatulistiwa's pictures grabbed from Nira's multiply. hehe.

Counting down to 2008..
Counting down to my birthday..
Counting down to Daddy's birthday...

God, I wanna be the most happiest girl on my birthday pls..

2007-12-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

A BIG thanks to Allah s.w.t

Syukur alhamdulillah

Our hard work was finally PAID OFF!

NIRA NYERTIKA walked away with these during Piala Khatulistiwa last Saturday:

1) Kumpulan Wanita Terbaik (Piala Srikandi)

2) Pakaian Terbaik

Wuhoo! BAIK NIRAAA!For the three consecutive years of winning.

Despite some cock ups here and there, we managed to pull through.

Ade hikmah disebalik gong yang terjatuh dari stand during performance nampaknyer yer.

Hehs.

I had a great relief the moment we were announced as the best girl group.

Looks like the loong training days are all worthwhile. Phew!

Our winning has definitely strengthened the bond that we have.I cant thank enough for those who has helped us alot throughout the entire journey.

And of course my parents who have always supported me in what im doing.

They are supportive enough and didnt even nagged at me for coming home late due to trainings.

I effingly love Nira to bits and pieces=)

OK.COMPETITION'S DONE. WHAT'S NEXT?

P-R-O-J-E-C-T-S....'great!'

oh ya i hope that im not that late to wish a

'Happy belated birthday ' to my sis, Fad.

Hope you love the shoes me and Farah bought (which i know you will!).

Best wishes in your future endeavours.

I know you've got a bright future ahead cos you're way smarter than me, smart ass! Haha.

Be good and make me proud of you ok dok? =)

and...

how can i not forget.

Congrats to my darling bf

for promoting to Sec 5 next year.

Be sure to study hard ok and ignores those negative comments that people have been putting on you.

I know you CAN DO IT!

Ok people im done typing. Off to my BCM project now.

2007-12-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

TERM TESTS ARE OVERRRR!! *she jumps for joy*

BUT PROJECTS...

they're like calling me and say "Hey! Here we come!!"

*ok she's frowning now*

This is how my 2-weeks break will be..

PROJECTS...TRAININGS..PROJECTS...TRAININGS...

GAWD!

I seriously need a break. =(

I really need some entertainment...some enjoyment..

It feels like I've got no life at all which is so true..

anyways..I miss these people way alot..

her..

and them..

I bet they're as busy as me too..

i wanna go out..

Perhaps shopping can put a smile on me?

Bestie, coffee bean-ing please ?

A movie?

Faja's life = BOREDOM

At the end of the day, can someone give me a hug to make me feel better...?

2007-12-09T10:58:00.000+08:00

Just a short post to wish..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, FARAH!

May all your wishes come true my dearest sis..

Study hard and behave yourself! haha.

You'll always have my support in whatever you do.

Enjoy your special day with your Mr.Bacin or Masyem or whatever he's called la ok babe..=)

2007-12-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

Life is so hectic nowadays.
Assignments...assignments...tests...tests...quizes...quizes..
Term test is around the corner..
So much stuffs to be done yet so little time left..
This comes to show that i've not been managing my time well.
I'm totally sucks at time management.
I have always have it all planned out..
but eventually, things just dont turn up the way i expected them to be.

i miss my workplace..
i miss my collegues..
have not been working for the past few weeks..
or maybe should i just quit?

This morning i went jogging with Yanyan.
Jogging? biar btul...
haha.. sajer je nk meringankan babat di badan..

I think life's gonna be much more hectic than it is now..
Im left with one week to study..
Trainings during termtests period..
Projects during termbreak..

DAMN!

2007-11-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US!

Nur Fajariah & Izfarhan =)

24/11/07

2007-11-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

hello fellow readers
Pardon me for not updating this blog frequently.
Reason being i've been busy with my school and stuff.

Alhamdulillah, Pentas did went smoothly. Infact, i didnt expect to see such an overwhelming response from the audience.
I enjoyed myself soo much. It was the BOMB!
We did it once again.
I love u girls..=)

They next day was an outing with bestie. Ain was there too with her friends.
We went to Orchard and i saw this huge poster of an upcoming movie called "Alvin and the Chipmunks". Soo cute can..especially when it resembled Chip & Dales! hehe.

Oh my boyfriend has found a job!
Im soooo happy for him.
I felt glad when he told me he loved his job.
and i've been missing him sooo damn bloody much too!
* Rindu....rindu serindu rindunyaaaaa =(

I just realised that there's soo much to be done.
Im soo behind time to complete my assignments, study for my quizez etc.
and term tests are like in 3 weeks time!!
like hello?? 3 weeks time faja!
and what have you done? NOTHING!
Damn, i really need to get my ass up
and start revising.
I've been lazing ard, sleeping in lectures and skipping lectures.
*sigh.

anyways, i need to go now.
gdbye.

ps: Counting down to our anniversary. I miss you soo much.

2007-11-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

Just a quick update.I miss blogging.
Many things happened and there's so much stuffs to talk about.
All that i can remebered was shisha-ing!
wahaha.
Tried it out like few weeks ago..and ermm no comment! hehe.
What else ehk..
Ala luper la..

I'm excited giler babi ok..for...PENTAS:RAHSIA!
Tomorrow gonna be the full dress rehearsal.
I just hope that my friends and even my boyfriend are there on fri.
Even though i hate people watching me performing,
but i do wish my loved ones to be there.

But its ok.
My family will be coming down!
whee!
That's good enough.

ok good night people.
i wanna sleep.

2007-11-03T01:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Nira's training.

While waiting for others to arrive,

I was with Amirah, browsing through Taufik

Batisah's latest album that she bought.

Well, im not one of those Taufik's fanatic fans.

But i do agree that he's cute though.

haha.

Then came the others.

And they were like 'OMG! Taufik!', 'eh laki aku!'

These girls are just soo fanatic can.

haha. I just joined in the fun.

and they kept talking about the song 'Teman Istimewa'

Hello,dah siap ke belum?

Teman-teman semua dah tunggu ini.

EhEh,awak yang selalu lambat.

Kita sampai agak-agak lagi setengah jam.

Cepatlah sikit sayang,eh sayang pulak Siaplah

Eh,Jangan lambat tau.

hahaha..Bestie you must be smiling while reading this.

Yesterday ,i finally get to see Nira's full squad after such a long time.

It's like almost everyone was there, including my three instructors.

I felt the energy.

I felt the vibe.

I'm soo excited for Pentas somehow.

anyways people,

do come and support aite.

2007-10-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

Many things happened for the past few days.

And I have been going out visiting for 3 consecutive days!

Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Mon which is today, is school day.

I slept like a pig for almost all of my lectures just now. =P

Was soo worn out.

Friday outing- Raya with boyfriend's friends.

faja, aisyah and ardilla

going blue for the day

Saturday- Raya with Ex-damaians.

Cikgu Nor's house

My roses

Sunday- Raya with Delifrance collegues

siti, faja, fifi, kak siti, shifa and aza

My darling was there too. This time, we wore gold.

Kak Nora's house

Kak Nora's babies.

My sister, Farah is such an arsehole now and she is disturbing me like a mad woman.

GOD! Please knock some sense into that stupid brain of hers! *eee geram aku!

ok bye.

2007-10-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking tired but at the same time i do feel like blogging.

Yesterday marked the first day of school semester after a looonggg school break.

I had a 2-months holiday!*jgn jealous tau.

And after such break, i became brain dead.*how great!

I'm still in the holiday mood though.

First day =falling asleep in lectures (as usual)+daydreaming+late+diarrheoa

thanks eh diarrheoa!

This semester's timetable is quite all right as compared to last sem's.

Timetable is ok but the lecturers are not ok!

Not ok is not as in their insane or what la..

but they are soo sianz (boring)!

and so..

boring lectures = NAP TIME! =) *yeah baybeh

Oh my boyfriend did this. He makes me feel s00o touched with those words.

I LOVE YOU LAAA!

Happy 23rd month-sary syg =)

and bestieku, YANYAN...hehe

i miss you lar..

Biler nk berhari raya-ing at my house ni?

ok people.

im off to bed.

2007-10-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! I get to upload my pics. Blogger sucks big time.
Been trying to upload my pics for the past few days.

Ok and i'm too lazy to blog about my Syawal celebrations.
So here are some pics.

oh before that..spot the difference below.

Yea.. That's right. I curled (permed)my hair! =)

Baju raya baru, rambot pon nk baru lar..hehe

from left : Faja, Farah, Faddilah

With irritating younger brother, Farhan

Yeah, we seldom wear sepasang or boria for most Syawals.

So do my parents.

Today kan, my family step OKB(org kaya baru) gitu la.

We went visiting in the afternoon.

Nak tau knaper OKB tk?

Because.....

OF THIS! Land Cruiser Cygnus!

An eight- seater car, with a height of braper tah.

But very tinggi tau! hehe.

The car has this see- through thingy!

After visiting some houses, we went home at around 11pm.

Then we bid farewell to this lovely car as my daddy drove it

back to its owner's place.

I LOVE the car can?

I wanna work hard and get myself the same kind of car.

Simply perfect for my family.

and oh SENTOSA COVE, my dreamhouse!

Ala the luxury houses yg under development kat sentosa tuu..

Hehe.

Oh i think it's still not too late to wish my sis

all the best for her upcoming O's.

I know you can do it.

Being such a smart ass, you sure can make it to JC!

So, jia you sis!

This goes to other O'level candidates as well especially my purple rose, Seha.

kla.

That's all for now aite.

raye dok!

2007-10-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

eh ,sok raya? Gosh.. so fast sia.
ok i'm so excited! Yeeehaaa.
Time passed pretty fast uhh..
Ehk ryhming plak iyer.

yay! duit raya!
haha.. Geesh, do i still deserve to get duit raya?
Somehow i feel as if im too old for it.
Nonetheless, kata org kn.. kiter mesti feeling2 "young at heart" gitu la.
So yah..YAY !duit raya!

haha, im simply gt nothing to talk about.
I'm blogging to kill my boredom.

ok.
Helped my mummy with the langsir just now.
And i cleaned some stuffs before i went off to work.
Work was not as hectic as the previous weeks.
Thank God.

There was not a lot of people coming in the first place.
Not til when Fifi dengan mulutnyer tuuu berkata..
"Eh nk dkt buka sal tk ramai org?"
Skali kannn... ah AMEK KAU!
There was this huge crowd queue-ing in the stall.
*Fi, mulut kau tu jaga ehh..

I've learnt something.
Not to tegur anything esp in the situation above.
Cos the same thing occured before.
That time was me and my big mouth.
haha.

okla. i got to go now.
and before i forget...

to all my fellow readers.

Saya, Nur Fajariah. Ingin mengucapkan
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI LEBARAN
Mohon maaf zahir& batin.
Sedang kita bergembira ni, ingatlah juga pada mereka yang tidak berkemampuan. Ok slamatz =)

Yang ikhlas,

-faja-

2007-10-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

I spend a wonderful time with bestie today.
Both of us went to Dorothy Perkins at PS to look out for my accessories
and bestie's handbag and stuffs.
The journey to and fro was Gerek plus KEKEK !
wahaha.. I will not elaborate further about the kekek-ness.
Nyahaha..

Sadly, the bag that i was aiming to buy is no longer in that shop.=(
Not to worry, cos I found a new love.
The black butterfly ring at Dorothy Perkins!
Wawawhee! So nice can.
It has diamonds on it too..ohhhhhhh
ok faja is too obsessed with butterflies.

But eventually, i decided not to buy.
haha..i'm always like that.
I can simply just change my mind in any minute.
But that ring is still nice ok.
In fact, I'm still thinking about it now.
To buy or not to buy?

Oh and i bought my sis a Winnie the Pooh pencil case.
For no reasons,I just feel like buying it for her.
It has been such a long time since i bought something for my siblings.
When my other sister saw it, she went
"eh akak belikan Ain. Beh Tk belikan adek?Hmph!"

nyaha..i try to get something for you too k sis?
k kiter tgh feeling2 nk jadi seorg kakak yg baik ni.
*PTUI!

Luckily it was Winnie the Pooh.
Kalau Chip n Dale, i would have bought it for my own!
K another obsession..
CHIP N DALE. =)

Went to Watsons to check out some make up stuffs
and then we headed home.

Im coming down for dikir tmr
and i told myself not to be late
Again.

Very well then,
I have to go now.
toodles.

whee.

2007-10-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

hello ! hello!

Went to break fast at TM just now with my family.

And yes we ate at Cavana AGAIN.

Nyahaha.

Nothing much to blog about today.

Yesterday, went to accompany my family to buy some food stuffs for raya.

We buka-ed in my father's taxi.

So mabuk ok makan kt taxi!

haha.

oh.. two days ago, i went to meet my lovely roses at Tampines.

We break our fast at Century Sqr's Food Culture.

It was a lot of people.

I met Shahira, my TP schoolmate and some others.

We had a whale of good time.

Everyone seemed to have so much to talk about.
I felt glad to have met my friends again. Sayang korangs=)

eh korg biler nk kua agik? raye eh?

Going out with bestie tmr.

Meanwhile , enjoy the pics =)

night people =)

ok

2007-10-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

As mentioned earlier, yesterday was my practical sessions at SCDF.
It was unexpectedly great.

First, we were briefed to what we would be doing throughout the whole visit. then, we went to this hot furnace where we were all be exposed to real life FIRE! well, it's artificial fire actually using vegetable oil. hehe
But most importantly we get to experience how real life fire happens in a building.
It was so damn hot.Everyone was shouting by the time the fire spread to the ceiling.

Then there was this smoke escape room. We were supposed to evacuate ourselves when the room was filled with smoke.

Last session, FIRST AID! Nyahaha..
Surprisingly I did remember some of it.
Except for the head bandage.
I was supposed to bandaged my friend's head.
I was bandaging her head til the point she went, "eh faja! What you doing? You're strangling me!"

Then it was time to go home.
Everyone was so lepak-ed.
I was about to take a nap in the bus when this irritating classmate of mine was snapping candid pictures of those sleeping in the bus!
I stayed awake instead.hmph!
That was all for yesterday's trip.

Had dikir training just now.
Something cropped up.
And i was touched by Lela's words about Fid.

To Fid,
you may not be reading this.
but please come back.
We apologised.
We need you.
Seriously.
Lela's words have really made my eyes wide open and I
realised how Fid's presence is very much important to us.
He has sacrificed so much for us.

I've never been this bonded with Nira before.
Not til the first day i came to the group.
I love you girls.

Biarlah harum jambangan puspa
Natijahnya manis semanisnya Nira..

and I love you, Bestie.
and i love you, Izfarhan.
=)

nite readers.

2007-10-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

Pejam celik pejam celik
I cant believe that Syawal is in ard 1 week's time.
Im happy yet worried. There's still soo much to be done.
And i have not been helping mummy in tidying up my room.
Asek keje keje keje.

I had my dikir training just now.
FUN FUN FUN ok!
Practised on the song and did some ragams.
Another training coming up this thurs. *whee!

I gonna have my practical sessions at Civil Defence Academy tmr.
Please let it rain tmr please.
I dun wanna do my practical under the hot sun.

ok lah..got to go now.
My bed is calling me.
slamatz.

slamatz ar

2007-10-01T01:56:00.000+08:00

*Dong! Dong!

Time check now is 2am

and i'm still here waiting

and waiting for this PAPA UHBOOAQ to come back.

so while preventing myself frm falling asleep..i've decided to blog..

nk cakap sal aper eh..

haha entah la.

wahai sayangku, cepatlah balik.

haish.

eh bored nyer...nk uat aper ni..

anyways, bf's exams is like in few hours time!

and he's not back yet.
aiyoh.

Good luck dear.I believe in you.
Do well and make me proud of you, can?

okies, bye.

whee!

2007-09-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

just ignore the previous post aite. i've removed it anyway.

oh anyways, finally...

I've got a new baju raya!

abeh suker? mesti arh!been coming in and out of the same shop in Geylang for the past few days.The shop owner pon da cam muker aku yg slalu dtg tapi tk beli2 baju dier.
Now, finally bought it. *yay-ness!
The mood for raya is back now =)

Went to Bazaar Geylang with bf in the afternoon and we break our fast at Cavana.Search for bajus and all.Found mine and bf"s.Then went home.

Gonna help mummy bake cookies tmr.whee!

oh btw..I had a girlfriends' day out last thursday. haha. It was fun and for the first time i met bestie's childhood friend , Ain. We go along pretty well huh. hehe.went to break our fast at bestie's place with Ain and off we went to Geylang.The place was not so pack la kan. We went searching for my baju. hehe.And oh some very funny incidents happened. ahaah. esp bestie and Ain with their "WINGS"..ahakz shhhh..and those iritating mats. urgh. I did had fun with these girls evenhthough i was not in the right mind that day.And of course, to these girls..Lets go out again!

As for now, im counting down to..
the day for my pay to be in.
the day to meet my buddies for iftar.

till then,
tata.

2007-09-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

If only i could turn back time, i wanna return back to those times i once had especially those days in Damai.
Damn, this reminds me of my friends.
I miss them sooooo much.

Eversince i step out of Damai, everything change.
No more enjoyment, no more crapping sessions ..

No more gossiping
No more bitching. haha

I miss my sjab mates too. That's where we became soo bonded.

Speaking of Sjab,
i miss captain's ball sessions with them *sampai skirt aku koyak maen CP!*,
i miss waterbombs sessions after every training,
and i miss those times when we have our
preparation for first aid competition *and we were proud for being the last few schools under the lowest ranking!..haha*

haha..memories..skg nk suro aku maen captain's ball ke haper..JGN HARAP!
da bertahun lamernyer aku tk exercise~!

oh ya and rambot TOMBOY aku! ahaha..this is so significant lah kan!

and now everyone's been busy with their own stuff.

Fiqa ngan attachment dier kt hospital
Yana sebok buat bisness..haha..i mean attachment lar jgk
Huda with sch and same with the rest.
*sighs

but well, im still fortunate cos i still have kak NOR SUYANTI aku!
haha..bestie oh bestieku..

hehe..this is just a random post la..cos im freaking bored okeh!

oh yes, my syg has become uncle skodeng!
Congrats to Kak Lenny and Abg Lan =)

ok lah da lah da lah
Good night.

Yay-ness!

2007-09-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

Testing testing..1234 mic test..ahaaha..HELLO..this is my official blog. k aku tau aku kental k skg baru nk ader blog.Credits to saper lagii bestie aku lerr! Syg kau la.. and currently i fall in love with this song laa!

Kiroro-Mira e

hora ashimoto wo mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae wo mite goran
arega anata no mirai

haha ga kureta takusan no yasashisa
ai wo idaite ayumeto kurikaeshita
ano toki wa mada osanakute
imi nado shiranai
sonna watashi no te wo nigiri
isshoni ayundekita

yume wa itsumo sora takaku aru kara
todokana kute kowai ne dakedo oitsuzukeruno
jibun no sutori dakara koso akirametakunai
fuan ni naruto te wo nigiri
isshoni ayundekita

sono yasashisa wo toki ni wa iyagari
hanareta haha e sunao ni narezu

hora ashimoto wo mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae wo mite goran
arega anata no mirai
mirai e mukatteyukkuri to aruite yukou....

ahahah..and i have yet to know the meaning of this song.
Sedap kann! I know and my bestie loves it too=)

now, it's almost 1am and im still stuck on the fone with my syg. hehe.
He's gonna be an uncle in few hours time!
Hopefully, kak lenny has a smooth delivery and deliver baby Ir'zan safely.=)
and as for tomorrow, praying hard that nothing serious will happen..insyaalah.

k da da..
enough ramblings.
im off to bed.
toodles.

2007-09-15T05:11:00.000+08:00

BOO!